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Allusive

In Freemasonry, symbols, signs, and words are often used to convey meaning. For the Apprentice Freemason, it can be quite an adjustment and hard work to uncover the meaning behind everything. Fortunately, there are always brothers willing to help with this effort. That’s how I came across the word “allusive.” I thought I knew what it meant. What I thought “allusive” meant The Masonic method is an allusive method. That is to say: a method one must get used to and learn to use. Allusive (hinting) is the act of conveying a symbol or ritual within the group, which can have various meanings and, therefore, can be expressed in different ways by those participating in the ‘secret.’ A beautiful example of this is the fish. In the earliest Christian communities, this symbol was drawn in the sand. It hinted at vigilance (a fish never sleeps) but also at participation in Christ, which could then be interpreted in different ways by members of the community. In Freemasonry, this allusive method is used. A common combination of two symbols is the compass and the square. Outsiders know that this symbol represents Freemasonry. The Freemason, as an initiated member of the group, associates […]

Poetry Evening: Who Am I?

Who am I? The gatherings after my initiation have been quite unique, not in any way standard. This is the second evening, dedicated to Poetry. A brother previously introduced the Poetry evening, focusing on poetry with a Masonic meaning. I was tasked with selecting a poem that holds personal significance and can be interpreted Masonically. The chosen poem is: Who Am I? This is quite challenging, being only two weeks into my apprenticeship. Nonetheless, I have made an effort and presented the following. Please note that certain parts have been abbreviated to avoid revealing aspects of the Initiation ritual, preserving the experience for future Freemasons. Presentation: Who Am I? Worshipful Master, Esteemed Brothers,Two weeks ago, I was initiated as an Apprentice. A new world is unfolding before me. I have been asked to recite a poem and provide a Masonic interpretation.Worshipful Master, Esteemed Brothers, I am not yet able to offer a Masonic interpretation, given my brief time as an Apprentice. I hope for your understanding. However, I can explain why I chose this poem. The initiation left a profound impression on me, and I am processing these experiences daily. The chamber of reflection made a significant impact. Sitting alone, […]

Research Free Mason

During my burnout, the question kept coming up: Who am I, really? Sure, I knew what I had done over the years and where I came from. But was I still happy with everything I was doing? And so, I entered the research phase. Profile Test In the past, I had taken profile tests, and the results were always the same. I was also told that intrinsic values never change. Well, they got that wrong, because in my case, they certainly did. I noticed I had become more sensitive, perhaps even more human. Now, Google can be quite helpful, and somehow, it once showed me a Freemasons website. But I wasn’t particularly drawn to it at the time—it didn’t resonate with me. Coaches I had conversations with coaches due to my burnout, and also with a lifestyle coach. But did they help me with the questions I had? Not really. These were existential questions—questions about existence. They concern “your” being, who you are, the meaning of life, and the deeper foundations of existence. That explanation isn’t entirely complete, but it encapsulated what this research phase was for me. Religion, Church, Bible Religion, the church, and the Bible don’t suit me. […]

My story

Without revealing my name, I will try to explain who I am. Anonymous, therefore. Anonymous Why the anonymity, you might wonder? First, my identity is irrelevant; it’s the content that matters, not the name behind it, so Anonymous. Second, Freemasonry unfortunately evokes negative reactions from some people—ranging from prejudice and hate to even threats. That’s a risk I’m not willing to take. What’s important to me is that visitors to this website understand what Freemasonry is and what it can mean for people. Background For the past 25 years, my life revolved entirely around building a career. Especially during the first 15 years, I completely neglected my private life and social relationships, which took a heavy toll. After losing loved ones, I hit rock bottom and found myself struggling with a severe burnout. It took me three years to recover, with the support of loved ones and professionals. A valuable lesson: don’t hesitate to ask for help and accept it when it’s offered! That period fundamentally changed my life. Things like career, business growth, and status suddenly became unimportant. I realized I was missing something in life. Questions began to surface, such as:Who am I? What do I want? Why […]