Poetry Evening: Who Am I?

During my burnout, the question kept coming up: Who am I, really? Sure, I knew what I had done over the years and where I came from. But was I still happy with everything I was doing? And so, I entered the research phase. Profile Test In the past, I had taken profile tests, and the results were always the same. I was also told that intrinsic values never change. Well, they got that wrong, because in my case, they certainly did. I noticed I had become more sensitive, perhaps even more human. Now, Google can be quite helpful, and somehow, it once showed me a Freemasons website. But I wasn’t particularly drawn to it at the time—it didn’t resonate with me. Coaches I had conversations with coaches due to my burnout, and also with a lifestyle coach. But did they help me with the questions I had? Not really. These were existential questions—questions about existence. They concern “your” being, who you are, the meaning of life, and the deeper foundations of existence. That explanation isn’t entirely complete, but it encapsulated what this research phase was for me. Religion, Church, Bible Religion, the church, and the Bible don’t suit me. […]

The crowbar is a powerful tool often associated with demolition and force. In everyday life, it is used to overcome resistance, pry things open, or break something apart. However, behind this robust tool lies a deeper symbolism, which also holds significance in Freemasonry. In Everyday Life As a tool, the crowbar is simple yet effective. It is designed to break open things that cannot be moved or accessed by hand alone. This gives it connotations of perseverance, strength, and overcoming obstacles. In daily life, the crowbar can symbolize: From construction workers to emergency responders, the crowbar is widely used to make the impossible possible. The Crowbar in Freemasonry Within Freemasonry, the crowbar carries a more symbolic meaning. It does not refer to physical breaking but to opening the mind and breaking through mental barriers. While we cannot reveal the deeper meaning within Freemasonry, we can share some universal lessons that align with the tool’s function: The Crowbar as a Life Lesson Beyond its physical and symbolic uses, the crowbar can also be seen as a lesson in transformation. In a constantly changing world, it is important to sometimes push forward and embrace change. Whether it’s personal growth, overcoming obstacles, or […]

Without revealing my name, I will try to explain who I am. Anonymous, therefore. Anonymous Why the anonymity, you might wonder? First, my identity is irrelevant; it’s the content that matters, not the name behind it, so Anonymous. Second, Freemasonry unfortunately evokes negative reactions from some people—ranging from prejudice and hate to even threats. That’s a risk I’m not willing to take. What’s important to me is that visitors to this website understand what Freemasonry is and what it can mean for people. Background For the past 25 years, my life revolved entirely around building a career. Especially during the first 15 years, I completely neglected my private life and social relationships, which took a heavy toll. After losing loved ones, I hit rock bottom and found myself struggling with a severe burnout. It took me three years to recover, with the support of loved ones and professionals. A valuable lesson: don’t hesitate to ask for help and accept it when it’s offered! That period fundamentally changed my life. Things like career, business growth, and status suddenly became unimportant. I realized I was missing something in life. Questions began to surface, such as:Who am I? What do I want? Why […]